Saturday, 23 January 2010
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Oh Wow...
I don't even know I'm sure what to say.
Havn't been on here in MONTHS. Here is a few pictures of me.
I tried to get away from the anorexia thing.
I didn't want to do it..
and now I see this site, and it's making me want to go back.
I've done well gaining my weight back.
I've been happy.
Now, I want it gone....
THESE ARE ALL PICS OF MEEEE. I want to lose 60 pounds. I'm scared to be desperate.
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
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so, i tried not eating anything today, but it got really really hard come 5 o'clock. >.< so i just ate a bowl of captain crunch cereal. i've been heaving water like it's going out of stock, and i havn't worked out since yesterday. blehh. im way too tired to be typing right now. lol. goodnight guys, :] total intake: captain crunch cereal with 2% milk, water, water, water, waterrrrrr.
Monday, 09 November 2009
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It's been a whiiiile.
And I've done awfully. I'm taking this completely serious for now, and I have reasons but I'd rather not share them :[
this blog will be short, and even though many of you dont read this, it makes me feel better to get everything out. :]total intake: a cup of grape juice, and 2 pieces of sliced sandwich turkey.
THESE PICS MAKE ME HAPPY. CAUSE ILL LOOK LIKE THIS ONE DAY.
Thursday, 08 October 2009
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hey guys. i appreciate the comments so much. its helping more than you know. im not going to give in. :]] i saw this picture today on Emily's profile and it put me in a whole diff perspective. i want this more than anything. 
THATS BEAUTIFUL. I want to feels my bones on your bones, I am a teenage Drama Queen, I throw my guts up for self-esteem. Skinny is sexy, big isn't beautiful.
Wednesday, 07 October 2009
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desperate.
this sucks.
since the last time ive posted, i havnt given a damn about what ive eaten.fasting for a week, no doubt bout it, i hate myself. how do you guys do it? its so hard. thinspo motivation desperately needed. :[[
MaddiieDollfayce
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- Name: MaddiieDollfayce
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 9/23/2009
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